Lynz Scorpy

2007-01-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

It's 2007 peeps... Yay! It's time to start a fresh year... Hmm.... Had a great time with Yuana & Inah yesterday afternoon. We headed down to Ikea n Courts Megastore at Tampines or rather near Pasir Ris. Yuana wanted to check out on the new Sony Ericcson mobile. Told her to try looking around at the courts Megastore as we can try and test the functions of hte mobile phone there.
Initially we planned to have lunch together at the International Buffet Restaurant in Tampines Mall. Faizal, Shaz, Inah, Yuana and myself were suppose to meet up on that day. However, it turn out to be just the three of us. Faizal bastard seh... Yuana was telling me he gave her a sort of afternoon wake up call and he was the one who was eager to go on with the plan... but when it's time to meet up, he did not turn up. Yuana & Inah tried to give hima a call and sms him but no answer. He even rejected their calls!!! Oh well.. Such a bubble. As for Shaz, she did mentioned that she had to go for her floorball training.
After looking around the store(IKEA), Inah had to make an early move.. She left first as she needs to go for her cousin's wedding. So me and yuana was still in IKEA, trying to find the way out. We wanted to buy the hotdog bun there, located at the 1st floor. It was like a maze... hahaha.. You have to walk all the way in the store to get yourself out to the cashier's area. It was exhausting.. hehehehe! However.. had a great time though. Thanks gerls for the outing.. though it was a short one... : )

2006-12-08T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hey.. I'm back baby yeah... When was the last time I wrote that I'm working with SQ??? I guessed its about 2 yrs plus ago.. haha...
Now i'm settling down in another company situated at Paya Lebar Singapore Post Centre. Uhm... not quite right if U think that I'm working for S'pore Post itself...Coz I joined Northwest Airlines. Started on 05june06, Training for 6weeks, on probation for 6months.

Well.. everything is settled now. I've passed my training courses, my probation is over on 05dec06 itself. Yeah, u know it rite! I'm a confirm staff or rather permanent staff of NWA. I get the benefits that the've offered me... hehehe... I've made new friends there too.. They were all oh so lovely plus as wacky as I am. Not forgetting office politics.. oh well, It's everywhere the same. Just mind your own business and dun try to mess around with these pests.. Trust me..

It all started from scratch.. To think tht i've ever worked with SQ before...airlines industry doesn't work the same way with different airline co. I had to struggle at first and had to change my mindset abt my previous workplace though it is in the same line of business...

next July, I'm planning to fly to Florida wz my ex SQ colleague, Jenna. If the plan goes well, this will be the 1st time for me to fly on a very long hour journey. ; >

2005-06-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

Is it really tough or rather scary when u found urself getting on a serious commitment wit ur guy?? Someone asked me this question.. Well.. It actually depends on oneself . U r who U R.. Just be urself throughout & all goes well. This is the matters of the heart. U might get urself trapped if u r unsure about wat u r looking for. Or even worse if u don't even know the next person. The best is to let it go with the flow & u will finally end up with a conclusion. Winkz.

For me.. I got to admit tht I'm stressed out wit all my preparations on mu engagement ceremony. The thing is.. Am I really prepared to settle down? Financial wise.. hahahaha.. hard to say babe! Think I shud go on an overseas vacation soon... Where to?? Some of my colleagues gave me suggestions: Umrah.. Christchurch... Europe.. nah.. maybe just across the causeway will do.. hehehehehe!

What A Girl Wants..
What A Girl Needs..

2005-05-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

Wow.. It must have been ages since the last time I update my blog here... much updates about me.. Here it goes..

The last time was telling abt my ex schoolmate.. hmm.. He's gone again... Maybe it"s fated tht way.. We are not suppose to meet up or fate has written tht way rather.. hmm.

As for now.. I've quit my prev job as Customer Service Professionals n now am heading towards Airline Industry wit Singapore Airlines. Someone recommended me to try on this job. Was quite surprise on its fast response. Thanks to Kak Dian who eventually did put her effort & encourage me to move on to another industry. Apart from tht, My ex colleague, Fai, never fails to give me support in everything i do. So here I am now.. as an Airline Reservation Officer in SIA.

I would not mention about my love life as am happy with a guy I knew fm a friend. He's an Immigration Enforcement Officer. Start off with him very smoothly n I really hopes tht this feeling will never ever end. Had enuff of all those shits fm diff types of ppl & I guez this shud be the last & forever. I luv u so much my darlz.. Thanks for Loving Me too.. Muackz!

May The Force Be Wit U...

2004-07-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hah.. Still in my Sitel Office accompanying Kak Dian to end her data entry thingy..

This morning, i start off my day badly.. In my head, still thinking about wat my Operations Manager talked to me yesterday about my working attitude and stuffs.. Am I really that bad? Let me ask u: Is it wrong for me to have a long break for once with another staff who isn't from my team? He was lonely anyway.. no friends to mingle around and so he finds the comfort to hang out with me.. Now that's the issue.. Stoopid Issue.. That particular day was the only day i had a long break with him and becoz of that, my performance target drop a little.. Despite that, I still produce something to the organisation.. So Y is he making it such a big fuss???!!! Hah.. Can't understand... My Fevret word: Pergi Mampos sudah!

Ok.. much about werk.. Lets talk about personal.. Yay! I get to meet him again man! Wonder who? My ex schmate!! heheh! Met him again after wrk and catch a movie: Mean Girls. Hmm.. This is too a girly movie but he don't mind watching it with me.. Winkz. I really find comfort with him as he doesn't mind with my attitude and always go with the flow. To think back, I always complain to him about so many things but he has been so patient to listen and still giving advice.. At least he lend his ear to listen.. not like most guys who just can't be bothered abt it.. hahaha! After the movie, as usual we had dinner and spent our nite at a nearby park... Ooops.. no nonsense... Puh lease.. We were catching up with each others personal life.. be it working life or watever.. hahahah! I miss u!!! And I can't wait for the next meet up again... winkz.

LNH send me a msg... He had fly off to JAKARTA to meet his GURU there.. He claimed that he wants to "cleanse" all his wrong doings and be a better person again. The funny thing is.. at the end of the msg.. he typed: Love U! Haiz... that's funny... but i never really care whether he mean it or not.. coz i got no more feelinz for him... Words from me.. Take care bestfren.. Safe journey always!

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like heaven to touch.
I wannahold you so much.

2004-07-13T19:15:00.001+08:00

Me in my SITEL Office... with Kak Dian, Sabran and Jahan. The three buddies have to stay back for werk, assisting HP campaign for data entry. And me down here, busybody accompanying and join in the fun of staying back at werk with no Overtime Pay. Hahaha! Watever..

Well... I miss Lyana, Lynn, Jeff, They all had left SITEL Last two weeks, levaing the rest of us here with the same old work that's getting more and more bored each day. I'm alone at AVIVA team as the only youngster among the team member who are all matured enough to be call as Aunties and Uncles. Wat to do... Need $$$$ mah...

Last week, I met my ex sec schmate. Hmm.. We went to Plaza Singapura, did some window shopping and head down to Suntec City Fountain of Wealth. Sit down, Chit Chat and catch up with each other. Lose contact with him since we left sec sch and in fact, we never get the chance to interact. Not even bump onto each other since then. I accidentally met him through an online portal, Anak Melayu.com. Surprisingly, he told me that he has been waiting for me eversince we left school. He had broke up with his 6yrs relationship for almost a year. Now that he found me again, he never want to end it just like that. Hmm.. Considering, he is a nice guy to hang out with as I've knew him since secondary school. I'm very comfortable with him that nite as we walk along the Esplanade. Though we never hold hands or whatsoever, i feel the warmth he gave me through his words that he spoke, expressing his feelinz.. hah.. tarching!

We head down to the Fullerton and had dinner there. Well, hmm.. Nice dinner we had. Really appreciate the treat he gave. Despite of feeling tired as he made me walk all the way from Suntec City to the Fullerton, I really had a great nite with him. Winkz. When will be the next meeting up?? If God's Willing...

I Thot That We Would Just Be Friends
Things Will Never Be The Same Again

2004-06-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

Say Yo! Yo! Yo!.. I'm back!

Well, juz got back from an Interview with DBS Bank as Bank Executive Position. I was being recommended by my ex colleague of NTUC Income for this position. It was a short and sweet one. I styl have to wait for my 2nd interview though but the interviewer reflects a positive reactions towards the whole process of interview. It showed a sign that I might be shortlisted for the next interview as she was asking for the notice period that I'll be available...Will I have probz in getting leave for the nex round... and so on. Winkz!

But.. there are pros and cons.. I dun feel like leaving my present job at SITEL.. It's all becos of the environment.. So friendly with all my team members who are so fine with me.. My Operations Manager and Team Manager giving personalised Training with me.. They have got high hopes on me at werk nowadays and alas me leaving the company.. Sad but True.. I have to move on with better job prospect.

My love life... Helmi... Hmm.. I'm getting so bored with this guy.. Y is it that he makes life so bored with all his restrictions on this and that.. Give me a break will ya?? I need to breathe out too.. Can't simply juz follow ur ways.

All I know is that he likes me and his family already knew abt my existence. They invite me to his house but till now i'm still thinking twice -> is he really the one for me? Will I be happy with him? Can he change his ways and make life more interesting like wat he had promised me? Arrrggghh! This realy takes time. . .

You're still the one I run to...
The one that I belong to...
You're still the one I want for life...

2004-04-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

Well.. today is the most presurrized day fer me!! But alas.. I get to meet my ex werkmate, Raudhah, and hang out at this cyber cafe with her ;) For the first time she hang out with Lynn & me.

Ok.. at werk.. hah.. Since morning I was feeling so damn down abt the pressure at work. Can anyone out there offer me a shoulder to cry on...? My werkmate could not take the pressure any longer that she had to cry it out of her heart. What's more, she shared it with our Team Manager abt the probz and of coz, the TM bring it up to the Mangement.. That is my Operations Manager. However, to my surprised, My OM did not even care abt it. the most powderful words that he said was: Worse case, U can leave Sitel and join another company. That will erase the pains and stress that you have here. My goodness... if he has got the intention to terminate us right from the start, why bother to give me coaching with Jen and all. I admit the coaching did help me and I've improved in my productivity day by day... But if this is what his intention: terminating our service.. that's insane.. all our efforts to the company gone to waste.. This is so damn unfair!!!!

I will never give up hope.. I'm trying vewy hard to get a suitable job for me... maybe in Hotel Industry.. or I'll use my Diploma in Engg of Wireless Technology Applications. ;) Pray Hard Lynz! I have faith in myself.. And I believe whatever happened, there's always a blessing in disguised.

Helmi.. My Potential Boyfriend... Or shud I say confirmed Boyfriend?? hahaha. See lar.. confused Lynz again.. He's so damn decent guy arh. Somewhat conservative..He doesn't like me hanging out till late nite. If possible be home after work straight. Wanna hang out no probz.. but not so often lah. He's being reasonable.. 1 thing I like abt him.. and i guez most gerls out there will look out for in a future hubby: never leaves his prayer... ;)

Tomorrow another day at work.. A place like Hell now.. especially with the General Manager.. Operations Manager..Team Manager.. hah.. Tension..Tension..

2004-04-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

server slow!! I hate it!!!

Anyway.. Monday's gone! Yeah.. And so much things happened today esp @ werk. My werkmate Lyana having a pressurized moment in office today that she cried it out of her heart.... Well, not only her, me too having the same probz.. The thing is all abt the sales target.. But i gave her the courage that at least, she's almost there, unlike me. Long way back! C'mon gerl, I'm sure U can do it! Can't compare me to u anyway...

Ok.. He called me juz now.. i sincerely dun know whether to smile or juz ignore the matter... the thing is Y does he keeps bothering me? Can't he juz leave me alone? Hmm... He always come at the right time. Whenever I'm having probz with my so-called guyfriend, he will appear and 'console' me. Well, I'm talking abt my ex-bf fyi..LNH. The story goes like thiz: My so-called-not-confirmed bf juz bought a bike last Friday. He informed me abt the news with full of excitement. Well, I dun bother to know abt it or rather care abt the matter. So he asked me out for a date on Sat. Told me that he will meet me after he collect his bike. I was just asking him: So fast U can get the bike ah dear? And suddenly he said: Yeah, but of coz I'm not gonna bring the bike to meet u 2mrw as it's been so long i didn't ride.. The thing is; who cares! I dun even bother abt it. If he thinks that I wanna meet him for the bike, Sorrie, that's not me k!
That is wen LNH came around and he made my day... Hah.. simply confuse! But I've settled the matter overall ;)

Can anyone tell me where to get a good job nowadays?? I'm tired of having to meet sales target each and everyday @werk.. hah!

2004-04-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

Tiring Day!!

Wat shud I write?? Abt werk?? Haha! Yezt.. especially abt my new General Manager(GM).. He's a nuisance/troublemaker shorty!! It used to be so peaceful w/o him last time.. He makes life so difficult for us. No more break times, no more chatting among team members.. waddarhell! He will go rounds and rounds spot checking on the staffs. The pantry is now like a ghost town. No one will enter it like we used to. Life's so bored @SITEL!! And I'm planning to runaway!!

I'm planning to get myself committed to a guy i like.. well.. the probz is.. Will I be happy with him?? Will he feels the same way too? Will he accepts me as wat i am? And so on... I'm attach to him but not sure abt commitment that I can rely on him. Well he's got a stable job -> GREAT, he's quite a conservative guy -> Husband Material and he's jovial -> wonderful! hahah! So.. Wat can I conclude? Thinking....

I'm tired of working in a sales industry or rather contact center. Planning to move on to another job with good income and stability. Asst Exec maybe.. or rather in Hotel Industry.. hmm... Plan Ahead Lynz!

P.S: Oh Kamal.. Where have you been? I'm glad and happy to know that U're a sucessful lover but.. does it means that Friendship's over? Wonder when can we be able to hang out like we used to... Buddy time...

2004-04-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Wat's with friendship?? Can anyone explain? Well.. u'll find yourself having a great buddy one time and lose it after sometime.. This is common to almost everyone.. I dun blame anybody.. This is life.. juz get on with it. Once they have that new someone they'll tend to ignore the old ones. Some are even childish... Haiz.. sad but true...

Maria maria.... Sugarmummy of the westside stories....

Heard that song being played by the deejay as I was passing by my way.. Hmm.. That song really reminds me when I was in NYP. Met a guy named Faridth who's in AMK ITE back then. I really miss him till now. Those unforgettable memories stays in within me. I still keep the piece of metal plate which was shaped into my name given by him as a token of friendship. Hahah! Wonder how he's doing now. Last met him or rather bumped onto him was last year when i got myself attached to someone. Saw him at Bugis with his same group of guy frenz. Eye to eye contact with each other and all he did was smile at me... I just wish that he's happy with his life now and whatever happened is a blessing in disguised.

This weekend, i'm going to JB with my group of gerlfrenz... at last we have some time to spend together! Really looking forward to the day ladiez!! We're gonna paint JB town red! Yeah!

Back to werk.. well, I got a praise from my Operations Manager.. hahahah! Cool... All thanks to Jen.. a great buddy at werk.. also known as my KAKAK. Really appreciates her effort in coaching me and i've yields success! However.. I'm still searching for the job that really suits me. I have a Diploma. I shudn't waste it to something not worth it... Hmm....

2004-04-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... It's been a long time since I did not add lines to my bloggie...

Been pretty bz with stuffs and such.. Werk, werk and more werk. Suddenly my mind's thinking abt this: Sale Will Only Come After A Dozen Of Rejection...

A bit strez @werk... Accts Manager announced that my team have still yet to reach the target set.. Aarrgghh! It's so damn unfair.. I only started werk for like less than a month and he go nagging abt targets.

Hmm.. It's been so relax though without being tied up with a relationship. Hahahahah! Yes I may feel lonely but I wud rather to stay no strings attached. I admit there is this particular guy which i'm quite attracted to but I'm happy with our so-called Friend-Friend Relationship. Well, we do date out, chat on phone, concern about each other but let nature take its course...

Hmm.. something happened yesterday... @NTUC Income Customer Relations Dept. My Werkmate wanted to get herself an insurance for savings endowment. Thinking that NTUC Income has got a very competitive rate, we head down to that dept as CLIENT or else known as POTENTIAL PROSPECT. We are no longer staffs of NTUC Income, and well.. to our surprised.. we were not given a warm welcome by the M. She was like making faces thinking "...wat the hell are these 2 ladies doing here...". Anyway, the best part is when the Financial Service Officer told her "... These are my POTENTIAL PROSPECTS.. Pls do not disturb them..." hahahahah! That was a good blow to her! We came for a biz talk.. not to linger around ur office unnecessarily.. Duh! Juz because we used to werk with u doesn't mean u can shoo us out... Rmbr.. we bring biz to ur company ok! Hah!

Rest assured.. I'm beginning to miss my best fren... If u know who u are.. this is fer U... Muacks.. smoooch! Wonder when can I meet U again....

2004-03-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

Yay! Me @ cyber cafe again! With whoelse.. Lynn of coz!

Ok. Much Things happened last weekends. On Sat I met up my ex colleagues of IRAS.. Had dinner and SHOPPING.. bought myself a pair of sandals from Charles & Keith... It's been sometime seince i last met up with them... So much things to catch up with each other though.. and yes alot of things happened between them too!

Sunday --> Met up with Helmi... Hmm.. how shud i start off abt this guy?? Well, I got to know him last yr..hmm.. on Nov.. juz after Hari Raya. But we seldom meet.. only interact with each other thru emails.. well.. nuthin special abt him though.. juz another friend of mine... ok Lynn iz puking... hahahahahahah!

Ok.. we both dated out.. Happy?? hehehe! We went to the Bodyworlds Exhibition... learn more abt the body.. which i think It's the most disgusting exhibition ever!! Apart from that.. I had a great time with him.. Thanks Helmi.. Oh Yes.. we took pics together. hahah! His digicam never werkz.. all becoz his CF card was full.. hehehehe! That's the most stoopidest error that we shud have rectified earlier.. hahahhah!

Well.. I really finds Helmi is trying to be more open with me.. Will meet up with him again next Sat for a free movie.. yeah..yeah.. my werk place keeps giving me free movie pass.. so gonna save it for me and him next week. ;)

Thanks alot for being a fren to me Helmi... hope it will stay this way and never ends.... ;)

2004-03-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

Yawn..

Met up with Lynn Hamtaro to head dwn to Bugis.. CYBERCAFE AGAIN!!! hehehe!

Another day At werk.. Well.. Happy with my new werkplace. I'm becoming more and more productive at werk.. all becoz of my team members and the network of peepz.. Esp My Higher Autority.. They are like my colleagues.. But of coz, we still respect one another. It's a diff culture wen wrking with Income. Sitel is more Happening.

Made frenz with all the team members.. Though they're old enuffto be my uncles or brothers, but they are young @ heart. Most Importantly, they are willing to share their strength with me ;)

Got to know this team member of mine, Raymond is his name. Well, though he is 30 yrs old.. he still looks cute. He has got charms and i think i admired him too. But of coz not to the extent of "love". Duh.. He kept asking me abt the culture of Malays and the need to circumsize.. Urmm.. I can't explain to him further.. Guys.. I need some help down here.. hehehe!

Only God Knows How relief i was to be set free from Adisham..a.k.a Littledevil, a.k.a Eddiqa..He's a freak.. He waited me down @ my void deck.. to meet me.. I escaped maself from him. He's so desperate in a relationship. I mean we shud all go slow with this kind of matter. It seemed like he can't let go of me, but i know am strong enuff to break the ties between me and him. Sorrie Ex hubby, I dun belong to u anymore. Forget abt me k. I juz knew the relationship won't werk. Get urself someone better than me aitz.

~Fixing a broken Heart~

2004-02-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

Hah.. Wat a relief..

At last dapat Use Internet... Met up with Lynn to cybercafe again.. as usual.. @ Bugis..

Happy News.. Lynn got herself a new job! Congrats to u Lynn!! I'm happy fer U! Another Happy news: Hubby call me up to ask how am I ;) Well.. I thot It's over between us.. but I guess It will sooner or later.. no one knows.. haiz.. Juz let time heals..

Well.. Tomorrow will meet up with Kamal Eeinngg! to watch airshow.. Hmm.. Interesting huh.
I'm pretty occupied with so many schedule since I'm on vacation leave for a week. Last nite, went to my 1st aerobic class.. Great start! The Instructor's Cool! Yeah! Not bad for the $10/mth fee.. I'll continue with it!

Sunday me going to Johor with ma beloved parents ;) and starts my new job on 2nd March.. Wow! Time flies huh.. Hmmm

2004-02-22T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... SlackzzzZZ...

I meet Kamal today and plan up to go cyber cafe @ Bugis. Hubby's @JB with his bro in law.. *yawn*

Ok.. It's been a while since I update my blog huh... Well.. Met Hubby last Friday.. Thanks BY for giving me moral support for my new post soon.. And of course! Thanks alot for the nite.. *winks* Looking forward to our next meeting.. Words from me: Ride Safely Hubby!

Lynn Hamtaro's in KL.. having a vacation.. Well.. No gerl's talk for the next few days.. haiz... Bored! Anyway Lynn.. My hubby ain't riding his skipper anymore.. So U can't call him Mamat Skipper lagi.. khekhe!

Seminggu Sekali Kau Datang Padaku Membawa Cinta Yang Suci
Seminggu Sekali Ku Dimanja-manja & Disayang-sayang Dirimu

2004-02-19T10:18:00.000+08:00

Tick..Tick..Tick... Counting down.. A few hours to go and I'm Leaving Ma Office!

Sick! I still have to go down to HQ to settle some stuffs.. Watever lah.. Well.. Already my last day and still so much hassles! Duh! But still, I can meet my ex colleagues who had transferred there.. Yeehaa!

Received a call yesterday. ".. Hi Salinah, This is .... We have gone through with the security check on you and I'm pleased to inform you that we find U suitable for the job and u can join us A.S.A.P!" ;) Thank Goodness! Only God Knows. Blessings!

Last evening I met my Insurance Adviser.. Need her to advise me more on CPF Investment.. Yeah.. all done! Thanks Carlene! U've been serving me with care and concern. I finally made up my mind to invest my CPF for future sake.. Risky?? Well, I'm ready to take up the challenge! I trust my IA! U Go Gerl!

I know Hubby.. U have been asking me to take up the Personal Accident Plan.. I will k... Reason being I wish to purchase it from a fren of mine who will start her career as Biz Development Executive.. Hehhee! Let her do the stuffs fer me! Lagipon BY..U kan kata kita mesti tolong bangsa kita... Ahakz!

I have this fren of mine..a guy.. Hmm.. No name mention la k. Well.. He has been a good buddy fer me (sometimes irritating..sometimes made me sad.. Duh!) I dun think i will ever forget him. Treated him as ma bestfren at start.. giving me words of motivation.. esp @werk. I hope u'll understand my state of mind. I can't afford to lie. So pls..i dun wanna have any enmity wif ya. If u know who you are..this is fer u..Muackz! Wish u luck in your future career and life!

Hmm.. so quiet @office today.. What is missing eh?? Oh Yes! Hamtaro! Hahah! No wonder! Lynn da berenti kerja.. How i miss her wackyness. Gerl: Disturbed with an Attitude! Heheh! Thanks alot gerl for helping me clearing up ma stuffs @ office last nite.. I owe u one! Hope U have a great Vacation and of coz.. Gerl's Talk evrynite will never end!

Learnt something new frm the IT man last nite..! Thanks Kamal! U lah satu2nyer member IT paling Gempaq!

~There's nothing left to try~
~There's no place left to hide~
~There's no greater power~
~Than the power of goodbye~

2004-02-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

TORQUE! heheh! Finally.. I get to watch it! Thanks Kamal, Thanks Lynn.. U've byn ma great buddies fer hang outz! Shud do it more often.. Esp with Kamal as he lives so very nearby to my home.. ;)

For the first time I tried the Fruit Tea @ Kopi Kacang & Daun Teh. Hmm... Not bad.. a bit sour.. and I let tea drip on the table.. Blame the teabag! Lynn taught me the right way of placing the teabag in da cup.. Yeah Rite..Watever!

Well.. 1 more day to go and I'll leave... Sad to end lah but wat to do? Ppl juz dun appreciate my hard works @office.. But still.. I can't forget those days when i started joining this organization. My Lady Boss couldn't get along with me.. I tried to win her heart.. Eventually, all turned out well. I've been a top performer for straight 3 mths before.. She's proud.. and I'm trying to prove that we Malays are not so bad afterall.. Sheesh!

Last nite had a long chat with Hubby...! Haiz.. I know u are mentally/physically/financially prepared fer commitment.. but.. oh well.. I dun know how to put this in words.. Our relationship is still young to think of this.. But trust me B.. Kalau dah jodoh takkan ke mana.. 1 thing about me: If u want my future,forget my past.. Look forward for the upcoming expectations. I dislikes those who kept telling me abt the past that was like yrs back.. Hope u'll understand B..Wat's good for a relationship.. Thanx.

I think i'm tired of being a confused lady... I'm trying vewy hard to think positive. Scorpio.. dats me and Hubby.. suddenly i realised there are so many things which are common between us... E.g: same DOB, NRIC no. is almost similar, attitude, personal feelings...etc.. Now.. Is this good or bad?

~If U want me to stay.. I'll never leave~
~If U want me to stay.. Will always be~
~If U want me to stay.. Love endlessly~
~If U want me to stay, If U want me to stay.. I'll never leave U~

2004-02-17T09:55:00.000+08:00

Counting Down.. Two more days and I'm not an Income Staff anymore...

Haiz.. Sianz.. My team memberz are having morning briefing as normal.. and i choose not to join in as they are discussing abt the new project proposals.. Hack care..!

Well.. wat a luvly blog page... All thanks to Eeiinngg! Though at start it may look complicated..but trust me.. I did it! It's simple.. Maybe i need to add backgrnd song to make it complete..

~When I first saw U, I already knew~
~There is something, inside of U~
~Something I thought that I would never find~
~Angel Of Mine~

2004-02-16T11:44:00.000+08:00

*yawn* Monday....

Ok.. Much things happened during the weekend... Esp on Vday..

Made up my mind to meet Adisham instd.. aka My Hubby! Well, met up for dinner and nothing special happens.. It's juz like a normal outing only we had quality times together... No special gifts though it's Vday.. Nevertheless, I really appreciate the moments we had.. Thanks Hubby.. U're so wonderful! MAGICAL Indeed! Hahah!

Guez wat?? On tht particular day, I bumped onto my EX..Zuran.. Whoa! With a new gerl on the block.. I won't comment much.. as long as they are happy..be it. The best part was when he saw me,My hubby was holding me with care, asking me wat happen and i guez i look a bit TERENCAT! hah!
I guez it goes like dis:

Baby, is that you're girlfriend
I got my boyfriend
But maybe we can be friends
La da da da da da

SUNDAY.. I received an sms @3am.. To my surprised.. sms from Eekan!! Lynn Hamtaro's Ex.. WuttheFu**! I called Lynn and told her abt it.. we did some call conferencing with this Eekan boy, but of course, Lynn in Mute. The reason was I wanted Lynn to know wat this boy wants from me.. all questioned..and all answered.. The next time i receive a call or sms from this guy.. I'll ignore..

For the first time I merajok with my Hubby. I was informed @6pm tht he's heading to do some stuffs with his family. Clock struck 11.30pm.. I call my Hubby.. worries is within me..no news from him.. Where can this guy be?! Dah mlm! In the end..12.15am.. Krinngg!

Hubby: Honey.. I'm home...
Lynna: Silent..
Hubby: Sorry i alik late coz need to do some other stuffs aftr dealing things with ma family..
Lynna: Silent..
Hubby: Honey.. U there??
Lynna: .....
Hubby: Why are u so silent?? Wat happen?? anything wrong??
Lynna: Silent..
Hubby: Alah.. takkan merajok.. Sorrila ayang.. Ok tell me wat has got into u?
Lynna: I kol u asal tak jawab??
Hubby: I was on the road.. amcam nak answer.. U sendiri bilang kalau tgh on road jgn jawab kol using loudspeaker.. danger.. abez i tak ans u marah.. sori k..
Lynna: Smiling...

Kamal.. where are u?? why so silent?? Wat happened to your Magical days? Have u forgotten us?? Eeeiiingg! Hmmzz..

2004-02-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

Eeeeyyyyaaaahhh!!! Releasing my stress @work!

Ok..last nite had conff with Kamal and Lynn... I was so depressed abt my job.. this is 1 thing I like abt conferencing...Able to share thoughts in the middle of the nite..

Ok.. I've juz tendered my resignation to the HOD... Better!! I'm not gonna change my post for something not worth it at all!!

Early in the day before started werk, me and a fren, Liana, went for job interview in within the same building I'm currently werking... I'm surprised coz it's quite a fast response..

All they need is CGI Cert(CERTIFICATE OF GENERAL INSURANCE) and u will get the job! Remuneration benefits are splendid! Another surprising thing is that there are a few of my ex colleagues who are werking there at present.. And instd of contract workers, they are all Permanent Staffs!!!

I told Lynn Hamtaro to give it a try and she did! hahah! eventually..all the contract workers in Income are switching over to this particular company as Perm Staffs! hehehehe!

Now I'm holding my breath to Monday.. But I have a good and positive feeling that I will be employed there as 'Customer Service Professionals'

Watever la kan.. Tak Cerewet! Yang penting Gua mau Chill and relax @Esplanade! Yeah! Tomorrow is Vday.. Helmi is asking me out... Adisham is yearning to meet me again.. and i'm still the old confused Lynna.. Haiz.. I will never change!!

2004-02-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm... werk..werk..and more werk..

Well.. I'm a confused gerl..(yes Kamal..U're absolutely rite!) Juz can't stop me from thinking...

Attached or not attached.. this is one of the thing which is confusing me.. I get to know this particular guy which at first i hated him so much. Not to mention the name..the thing is.. he already treated me like his special gf.. report strength wherever he is... watever he does.. haiz.. I mean i like this kind of guy if he really IS my bf.. get the idea?!

Hamtaro has been a good listener to all my confusions abt this guy and somehow or rather gv me negative feedback..hahah! But i can't denied tht I'm happy with his presence as it really helps me to forget abt my ex..who is an irritating bugger now! Whoa! Can't believe I say this abt my ex!

Now back to wrk.. I juz got a piece of bad news rom my TL.. Well, I didn't meet the competency which my company needs (Health Insurance) and so my TL say it clear in general tht there may be difficulties for accepting my renewal contract... Now, the thing is.. to stay or say bubbye..? Wateverla kan.. I juz let time heals it...

2004-02-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

2004-02-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

Well.. well.. well...

Wat have we here...

Mutley in da house... Hamtaro in da house... Eeeiinngg!! there goes the sound!

Wow.. I can't believe I'm doing this too.. All thanks to Kamal.. One of my fevret members who loves to hang out wit me and co.
And of coz not forgetting.. Lynn Hamtaro.. She started hers which inspired me to have one for myself too! Well Then.. gotta get back to werk now..
Thankies to Kamal Eeeiinngg! and Lynn Hamtaro!