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~More Than A Woman~
 Well.. today is the most presurrized day fer me!! But alas.. I get to meet my ex werkmate, Raudhah, and hang out at this cyber cafe with her ;) For the first time she hang out with Lynn & me.
Ok.. at werk.. hah.. Since morning I was feeling so damn down abt the pressure at work. Can anyone out there offer me a shoulder to cry on...? My werkmate could not take the pressure any longer that she had to cry it out of her heart. What's more, she shared it with our Team Manager abt the probz and of coz, the TM bring it up to the Mangement.. That is my Operations Manager. However, to my surprised, My OM did not even care abt it. the most powderful words that he said was: Worse case, U can leave Sitel and join another company. That will erase the pains and stress that you have here. My goodness... if he has got the intention to terminate us right from the start, why bother to give me coaching with Jen and all. I admit the coaching did help me and I've improved in my productivity day by day... But if this is what his intention: terminating our service.. that's insane.. all our efforts to the company gone to waste.. This is so damn unfair!!!!
I will never give up hope.. I'm trying vewy hard to get a suitable job for me... maybe in Hotel Industry.. or I'll use my Diploma in Engg of Wireless Technology Applications. ;) Pray Hard Lynz! I have faith in myself.. And I believe whatever happened, there's always a blessing in disguised.
Helmi.. My Potential Boyfriend... Or shud I say confirmed Boyfriend?? hahaha. See lar.. confused Lynz again.. He's so damn decent guy arh. Somewhat conservative..He doesn't like me hanging out till late nite. If possible be home after work straight. Wanna hang out no probz.. but not so often lah. He's being reasonable.. 1 thing I like abt him.. and i guez most gerls out there will look out for in a future hubby: never leaves his prayer... ;)
Tomorrow another day at work.. A place like Hell now.. especially with the General Manager.. Operations Manager..Team Manager.. hah.. Tension..Tension..
posted by Lynz at 8:47 PM
 server slow!! I hate it!!!
Anyway.. Monday's gone! Yeah.. And so much things happened today esp @ werk. My werkmate Lyana having a pressurized moment in office today that she cried it out of her heart.... Well, not only her, me too having the same probz.. The thing is all abt the sales target.. But i gave her the courage that at least, she's almost there, unlike me. Long way back! C'mon gerl, I'm sure U can do it! Can't compare me to u anyway...
Ok.. He called me juz now.. i sincerely dun know whether to smile or juz ignore the matter... the thing is Y does he keeps bothering me? Can't he juz leave me alone? Hmm... He always come at the right time. Whenever I'm having probz with my so-called guyfriend, he will appear and 'console' me. Well, I'm talking abt my ex-bf fyi..LNH. The story goes like thiz: My so-called-not-confirmed bf juz bought a bike last Friday. He informed me abt the news with full of excitement. Well, I dun bother to know abt it or rather care abt the matter. So he asked me out for a date on Sat. Told me that he will meet me after he collect his bike. I was just asking him: So fast U can get the bike ah dear? And suddenly he said: Yeah, but of coz I'm not gonna bring the bike to meet u 2mrw as it's been so long i didn't ride.. The thing is; who cares! I dun even bother abt it. If he thinks that I wanna meet him for the bike, Sorrie, that's not me k!
That is wen LNH came around and he made my day... Hah.. simply confuse! But I've settled the matter overall ;)
Can anyone tell me where to get a good job nowadays?? I'm tired of having to meet sales target each and everyday @werk.. hah!
posted by Lynz at 9:41 PM
